"Pensive Tuesday": Cut by Catherine Lacey (Short Fiction Review)
Story Review (spoiler warning):
“if you’re raised with an angry man in your house,
there will always be an angry man in your house.”
These were the words I typed into the Google search engine as I was desperately trying to come across this story. I remember the lines from “something” I saw “somewhere”. Kind of. Little did I know, I would find more than just a poem… As I came across the original fiction piece in the New Yorker with these lines, I went on to read a story that left me with a lot of questions and a lot of thoughts. Following Peggy, a woman in her 40s, married, childfree, and in literal and symbolic pain, I felt like I was navigating the life of someone I would want to have a conversation with in real life only to be left with the impression that they lead a life that’s far too predictable, boring, and static. Of course, I believe everyone and their narratives should be granted a certain level of “grace” since we are all just human with stories that can be easily misunderstood; however, Peggy’s hypercritical character really annoyed me, a shame given the thought-provoking poetry fragment above. As for the origin of those lines, they were from a poem by one of Peggy’s students, titled "mulierbrity." After showing the poem to Peggy in her playwriting writing class, the student left her office in tears since Peggy refused to accept the poem as final. The interaction was brief and somewhat forgettable after considering the plot as a whole, which was molded with scenes showcasing Peggy’s marriage, friendship, work life, and what I interpreted as existential dread.